Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Broken Winged Angel

I was designed by the Almighty
Sketched into a fraction of beauty
Embedded in human identity
And rejoiced by the birth
Which is me

Thursday, December 12, 2013

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Where do our value truly lies?

Where do our value truly lies?
In a world where we is bomb-bared by materialistic things,
where we as a people value more than human life itself.

Its so sad to think what we are really teaching our children of the next generation. I read a story this morning that shocked and sadden me, it was about a man who took his own life because he wanted to go home and his girl friend refused because she wanted to go into one last store to buy shoes because there was on sale. There was an argument and she made feel that he was worthless and he was trying to ruin Christmas for her, in his frustration and hurt he jump the balcony to his death.

I know what you must be thinking, Why didn't he leave her at the store and go home? If was in that position I would... It is easily said than done, when you are angry and you have been brought down to size so badly by the one person you love the most, you don't think straight at that point in time. So in his case he thought he was doing something right at that time to relive himself from the situation. I am not blaming anyone for the man's demise at all, but his girl friend put a lot of value on materialistic things and not one one thing that should be valued the most which is being truly a happy with one another and not with self or self indulgence...

There is one story from the bible that I as individual value the most and its a greatest example for all of us. Its the story of Job. Job had everything a man could want and need, the devil told Jehovah God in other words that he was serving him because of the things that he has and to prove this he will show him by taking away all the things that he had. Jehovah told Satan "okay but do not kill him", he agreed. He took away everything of value that belonged to him, but Job being God's servant himself never wavered and stayed truthful to Jehovah because he knew where his true value lies and he also proved the devil wrong. he was rewarded ten times more than he had before.

So do not put your value in materialistic things those things fade away over time... Instead value who you are and those around you, and also what your true purpose in Jehovah God.
And you would be rewarded not with materialistic things but with the blessings that God has for you which is true happiness and more.

Monday, December 9, 2013

What Is Love Really?

Some people take that word and the saying too lightly and its not...
Love in the bible means, that Love is long-suffering and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, does not get puff up, does not behave indecently, does not look for its own interests, does not become provoked. It does not keep account of the injury. It does not rejoice over unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails.1 Corinthians 13:4-8c

I read those words very careful and I like many others I took it very lightly, I get jealous, sometimes I brag, get puff up, I even behave indecently and also look for my own interest and lastly get provoked. I realized what the bible says what love is not, and I do the things that love is not... I started to tear up because of the fact that, I Stacy Ann Parris is a person who truly does not understands the meaning of love and the truth behind Jehovah God's words,so to do many others..

I have alot to learn about myself and about Jehovah God who created me. My biggest fear is that I would not have enough time to do so and I will die alone and without God's forgiveness.
The two persons that I still love and miss so deeply is my sister Aaliyah and my greatest friend Nadia they are the ones who have piece of my heart and part of my soul up to this day, and no one on this earth can filled that void ever. :(

People please take the time read, meditate and try to understand what love is and its meaning that God gave, when you realize that, you would not take it as lightly anymore and will treasure its meaning and also thank the father for this love...

Friday, November 8, 2013

Scenes Of Life

Today I was reminiscing about certain scenes and milestones in my life...
Some good, some bad, some exciting and adventurous lol!
I realized all those scenes of my life I have no regrets at all, if anything they made me who I am.
A stronger individual with a force to be wrecken with.
And Jehovah God is at the helm at it all and I live for him and no one else..
He gave me his ability to touch other with my poetry and also the ability to speak to mankind through his Word.
I see the scenes of others and their lives played out in front of my eyes and I am very grateful that my life isn't as bad.
So if you think your life is bad or horrible think again and look at the scenes of life around you...And thank Jehovah God for small mercies
Blessings all!

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Holy Scripture For The Day

And those of the house of Israel will have to know that I am Jehovah their God from that day and forward. Eze 39:22

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

I wish i can scream!!!!!!!

I wish i can scream!!!!!!
And say what is on my mind!!!!!!
Saying what I feel!!!!!!
Trying to sort my confusing mind,
Where walls of doubt spring up, clouding my judgment
Behind bars of peoples opinions rapping me from my freedom
Like a noose around my neck tightening with each false hand of friendship
Stretch out to encase my heart in a death grip.
My thoughts erased with no recollection of who I am now and back then
I am a mindless shell
Stacy is a vivid vision of what she once were
Just like smoke she is despairing in front your eyes
Not able to speak
Not able to move
Not able to even have a conscience
Not able to scream and say HELP ME!!!!!!!
Because she's six feet under covered in her inner pain and feeling of disgust...
Never to return to the kind sweet girl
That once laugh and was so free

Stacy Ann Parris


Saturday, September 14, 2013

Sometimes We As Human Beings Do And Say Things We Shouldn't

Yes! I know, ...
It's been awhile that I haven't written on my blog, there has been going on with me lately but I wouldn't get into that today.

I wanna to talk about what we as humans sometimes do our say that we shouldn't, and it hurts people really badly and we sometimes live to regret it.
You see today I hurt someone I love and care about and I did without thinking and I regretted it....
And we sometimes take the message the person is conveying the wrong way and that's what I did without thinking...

My mother always told me to think before I speak and I never learned that until today....
I never meant to hurt this person, they mean the world to me more than they ever know and I wish I could go back and erase what I said to them, but I can't....

God gave us a mind to think but we sometimes don't use it correctly at all....
Be slow to anger.....
Listen carefully...
And don't leap without a safety net....
Most all apologize for your actions......

That's all for today!
God Bless.....

Tuesday, March 26, 2013


Love you and who you are
And when you do that, you can become someone amazing!!!!!

Thursday, January 31, 2013

Poem by me

The point inflicted on the blood vessels of my center 
Encased in my damage world 
Surrounds me with fragments of a none reality 
Imaginary love

Then there were you
Someone in solid form 
Imprinted on my light force
Union with me
Soul to soul
Flesh to flesh
Mind to mind 
As one

Seeing beyond the eyes view
Beyond what is left
Love stretches its wings to embrace
You are with me forever and always 

Stacy Ann Parris

Thursday, January 24, 2013

Pain/ Heart broken

Being heart broken is the worst pain you can feel in your life.
it drains you soul...
Even worse is when you've made the biggest mistake in your existence and can't corrected that mistake. How i do something so idiotic and stupid i lost the best thing in my reality..

It hurts so bad and i'm lost and the walls of my reality are closing in on me crushing what ever feeling i have left, i don't want to lose that precious light.

Pain/ heartbroken......

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Always have a new out look on life.......

Always have a new out look on life,
It helps you understand and see things more clearly.
Its like a new morning each and every time.
You start over with a clean canvas creating a new and exciting painting for your life.
With a brand new interpretation

Life always teaches you about the simple things and how to generally appreciate them fully.
It takes you away to of happiness and tranquility where you yourself are reborn.

Jesus himself God son was a very simple man and he appreciated what life means to him and his father.
He loved what he learned from it and it show in his mannerism and his humility and we in turn should do the same with an open heart and open mind like Jesus did, and we will love who we are and the things around us as well and all be truly grateful..

Monday, January 21, 2013

Love is not complicated

Love is not complicated we just make complications for it.
God created everything including us without any complications, he did it with true heartfelt love.

The true meaning of love is this: Love is long-suffering and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, does not get puffed up, does not behave indecently, does not look for its own interests, does not become provoked. It does not keep account of the injury. It does not rejoice over unrighteousness, but rejoice with truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails.1Cor 13: 4-8f.

This is what true love is and we should take heed and use this love for all mankind and always be grateful that love.

Sunday, January 20, 2013

When your body is slowly letting you down

When i was younger i realize how much i took my senses for granted
Now i have gotten a lot more mature and season like fine wine....
I'm slowly losing some of my senses that the creator has giving to me as a gift...

My body is slowly but surely letting me down
It's really a very frighten thing to think that you are losing apart of you an essence of your soul and you can't stop it..
Until gradually you yourself cease to existed, the world around you has no colours, no shapes, no sizes everything you have ever known from a child is taken away and replaced with shades of grey with no texture.

This reminds me of a movie called Benjamin Button where he was born old his mother died during his birth and his father gave him up when he saw his son for the first time..
Benjamin was a survivor despite his short coming in life and he never had any regrets, not one.

So being in existence for 34 years i have no regrets...
When i leave whenever that time maybe i know i've done everything i set out to do and i'm ready for my long deserve beauty rest lolz!

Always thank the father every day you breath.....


Saturday, January 19, 2013

I'M BACK!!!!!!

It's been a while but i'm back to share my deepest darkest secrets with you all out there in Blogland.
Life has been so weird and complicated but it's been a great blessing too.
I have been finding my self and knowing who i am in the process and it's eye opening....
I think everyone should take sometime to find themselves, it will help their souls greatly!

Well until next post
Peace, love take care!